frolicking in the park--
jaded couples
https://atunispoetry.com/2023/03/31/ram-krishna-singh-india-2/
NEW SLAVERY
From the 15th floor window I watch
racing on the muddied road
dreams the ugly beauty of tomorrow
the romance of the miserable
the egotist, the cunning, the heart-broken
the idealist, the maniacs, the enlightened cheats
the crafty and the unlucky too
who conceal cavity in their shoes
in the gallery of Great Tech Game
fabricating newer lies and hypocrisies
of saffron politics, secular faith and people’s power
spilling blood to heal history of wrongs
create new cultural fantasy
new racism, new slavery
homegrown narcissistic lords and ladies
SEARCH FOR LIBERTY
Why do they ignore the clitoris when half the world has it?
the lovers don’t care, the doctors don’t talk
it’s no leaf that falls on the wave’s crest
and rots on the shore before they prescribe
a chocolate remedy or testosterone cream
to revive in dapple light:
denial is the way of life
be it desire, emotion, or frailty
for conformity, unity and control
the redness of the setting or rising sun
is too much to the drab colors of the priests
who accuse of heresy, witchcraft or immorality
to shut the so called hot beds of sedition
when all they seek is stoppage
of the show of teeth, blood and skull
in the spinning wheel
condemned to nursing home
HEAVEN’S BREATH
I don’t know how to negotiate the long steep trail
with hidden scorpions under loose rocks
at home with human muck in a valley existence
strolling upward through a thicket of TV images
politics of glory, garbage and god
the odd arts of money, hierarchy and control
nobody knows who unmakes whom
I don’t know how to follow the ridges
back to the trail and the dead river
but stand for a moment to rub the sand from my feet
before worrying about the lost vitality and fear
of the approaching night and rising smoke
dissolving in the sky or conspiring with elements
hardly in balance but contorting the psyche
I don’t know what is there for me to hope
when the rains rejuvenate and flood both
the repulsive stench and the loss of pathways
linger longer than the flavor of the first drops
under the tree the puddle feeds no sparrows
but algae that couldn’t dry now trap tiny souls
that fail to swell with heaven’s breath
ONE MORE POEM
I don’t long for the past that swings and rings
I don’t care for the future I colour
with empty wishes prayers and meditation
dreams’ dark inspiration carves the present
I suffer more at night than in the day
breathe hell seeking freedom in the body
through friends in spirit turn sanguine despite
the tricky degeneration in shared life
one more day passes one more poem born
LET IT GO
Silent gaze of paper deities
from the little temple
in a corner in bedroom
fills me with hope:
anything may happen anytime
despite uncertainty
unending jealousy
or tragedy in life
I look for grace within
contemplating the unsaid
in the rhymes of rogues and heroes
I’m not afraid of
the body in crumbled soil
there’s always another chance
to re-form my own present
re-write another half-page
in drunken oblivion
God is going to let it go
HERE AND NOW
I don’t deify poets or politicians
nor trade in faith for bread
I don’t sell gods and goddesses
spirit is not my profession
nor do I give moral discourse
for life in the next world
I am a man like millions
who dream, struggle, and die
and nobody mourns
my drifty silence
hidden in darkness
flecks of light
enough to weigh down
here and now
AGAINST THEWAVES
The crowded lift and emptiness of the flat
doesn’t help me resurrect what’s gone
late at night I may pile hopes on a pale paper
trying to invent a new life to live with
end up seized by pain trolling in the shady light
double bed, blank mirror, and still greyer dawn
the pillow hurts, the image derides, the prayers fail
the roaring inside, the ghostly silence
and unfading darkness. I’m no Odysseus
but keep straying against the waves
BEFORE THE MIRROR
Stand naked
before the mirror
see changes
from top to toe
a tragic tale:
loosened muscles
stretch marks on the knees
varicose veins
and a long journey
from eyes to anus
itching, bleeding
swelling, aching and
degenerating
with fears in restroom
bedroom, car, airplane
the virus haunts
from tummy to temple
issues have me
coming and going
yoga or no yoga
it’s not ageing
but undying sensations
feelings I peel
to stay synced with energies
that play not with one but two
to define love
rescue the self and other
make room for truth
far from the fetishes
in the maze of mad pursuits
SHE : A Fragment
i.
rocking chair:
sun through the clouds in
verandah
after days of rain
and nostalgic nights
she hands me
a lukewarm tea of
ginger, clove
and honey to make
love and stay alive
ii.
shadows fly from my fingers
with the moving wrist—
the hand disappears
I can’t touch her heart
under the tan skin:
they waver behind the glass
hissing through clenched teeth
as I sip my drink
she gives me a frozen smile
iii.
who can see
except myself
the ghetto within?
I laugh away
when she senses it
in the façade
of the forgotten
I reinvent
searching miracles
in her annoyance
iv.
she props the stooping lemons
with stake but avoids
bending close to me:
I die to draw the blossom
in my twining arms
but she likes the other scent
v.
she’s graceful
on bended knees
supplicant
head bent, in peace
victim of whip
can’t pull back
past happiness
love’s sharp tongue
he’s no lug
can’t see the gems
in rain drops
her aura shines
vi.
I feel her hyaline influx
in my deep love leaps
from the soul with subtle glows
her breath runs through my veins:
this vassal of the flesh blushes
as I drink the infinite in her
vii.
don’t question the lips
that wilt the tongue
licking wetness in the mouth
the mystery of delight
prophecy of the birth
by salty swallowing
make new parables
with face mask surviving
one more gospel
viii.
To see you naked
is to recall the earth
says Garcia Lorca
it’s no sin to love
strip naked in bed, kitchen
or prayer room
the bodies don’t shine
all the time nor passion
wildly overflows
but when we have time
we must remember parts
arouse dead flesh
rub raw with desire
peeling wet layers through light
sound, sense and taste
play the seasons:
the thirst is ever new
and blissful too
to recreate
the body, a temple
and a prayer
Ram Krishna Singh[India]
Cry for alternative(and other two poems)
There is a whole lot of crowded life under the long fly-over
—from fish market to plastic tents and car parking to excretion—
poorpedestrians can’t cross the road either side
they fear auto rickshaws, bikes, food stalls, pushes and pickpockets
on the footpath extended shops short-circuit every movement
oppositeParas Cancer Centre in Raja Bazar
it’s a sight of sepsis with multiple dysfunction
—a consilience of rural ambition with urban abundance—
they cry for alternative diagnosis but lack doctor and ventilator
Nobody asks me
From lattice window
I watch the doomed and dying each day
read the tattooed name
of her first love on the right arm
waking up the drunk
with tenderness of youthful mom
bitchy fight at night
for booze or sex in candle light
smoking dreams of years
with dirt or grease between fingers
hissomniloquy
drugged-out face, doomed grin, boys’ dustup
now the Covid smells
they shift lamp to live with shadow
lockdown images
burning, buried, floating bodies
I nearly die
nobody asks me my last wish
Gospel
Don’t question the lips
that wilt the tongue
licking wetness in the mouth
the mystery of delight
prophecy of the birth
by salty swallowing
make new parables
with face mask surviving
one more gospel
拉姆 ·克里希纳·辛格[印度]
哭求不同(外二首)
长长的立交桥下,一大堆拥挤的生命
——从鱼市到塑料帐篷从停车场到排泄物——
可怜的行人无法从马路的两边穿过
他们害怕自动黄包车,自行车,小吃摊,推搡,扒手
人行道上,一字儿排开的商贩,随时会拥堵
就在拉贾集市的帕拉斯癌症中心对面
这是一种多功能紊乱的败血症症候
——城市的富裕与乡村的野心交合的产物
他们哭求不同的诊断,却没有医生,没有呼吸机
没人问过我
从格子窗
我观看那命中注定且将失去的每一天
在右臂上初爱的名字
从宿醉中醒来
带着年轻母亲的柔情
晚上放荡的行为
因为醉酒
因为烛光里的性爱
数年的梦 从指间消散
带着尘灰 与油腻
他的梦呓
过量使用麻醉剂扭曲的脸庞,命定失败者的微笑,男孩们的躁动
眼下散发着病毒的气味
他们挪走灯台,与阴影同住
隔离的形象
燃烧,埋葬,浮萍般的死尸
我快死了
没有人问问我,最后的愿望
福音
不要质疑嘴唇
使舌头干瘪
舔着嘴巴里最后的湿润
快乐的奥秘
生的预言
因咸的吞咽
作新的比喻
面具还活着
再来一次福音
(王国己译;Tr. Wang Guoji)
About the author:
Ram Krishna Singh, an Indian English poet, has been writing for over four decades now. He has published 22 poetry collections, including You Can’t Scent Me and Other Selected Poems (2016), God Too Awaits Light (2017), Growing Within/Desăvârşirelăuntrică (2017), There's No Paradise and Other Selected Poems Tanka & Haiku (2019), Tainted With Prayers: Contaminado con Oraciones(2020), A Lone Sparrow (2021), Against the Waves: Selected Poems (2021), Silencio: Blanca desconfianza/ Silence: White distrust (Spanish/English, 2021), Covid-19 And Surge of Silence/Kovid-19 Hem SessízlíkTolkȋnȋ (2021), and, 白濁: SILENCE: A WHITE DISTRUST (English/Japanese, Kindle Edition/Paperback, 2022). He retired in 2015 as Professor at IIT-ISM, Dhanbad.
作者简介:
拉姆·克里希纳·辛格,印度以英语写作的诗人,创作生涯已打40多年,出版了22部诗集,包括《你嗅不出我选集》《上帝也在等待光》《内部生长》《没有伊甸园及其它选诗》《因祷告被败坏》《孤单的麻雀》《逆流而上:诗选》《沉默:无伤大雅的戒备》《新冠病毒及阵阵沉默》《沉默:无伤大雅的戒备》(英日对照版)。他于2015年从丹巴德印度矿业大学教授任上退休。
Published in Rendition of International Poetry (P.R.China), Vol.110, No.2, May 8, 2023, pp. 64-65
Against the Waves
The crowded lift and emptiness of the flat
doesn’t help me resurrect what’s gone
late at night I may pile hopes on a pale paper
trying to invent a new life to live with
end up seized by pain trolling in the shady light
double bed, blank mirror and still greyer dawn
the pillow hurts, the image derides, the prayers fail
the roaring inside, the ghostly silence
and unfading darkness. I’m no Odysseus
but keep straying against the waves
*****
.
Prayers
I don’t know where it goes to or piles up
but grief is a large storage corrupting moments
of soft arousal: the body fails the mind
the screaming in the head and the grunt around
continue the night’s drunken flow
into the morning’s miserable brush
with the wheel’s slant truth and slangs
I poach in poetry to bare the sermons
lost in nostalgia or
insomnia of prayers
*****
--R K Singh
Poverty sneaks through her wet garment on the terrace she talks to herself cursing the day she was born and left to negotiate truths of gender, sex and adulthood in the middle class one-room apartment physical rigmarole buries sick delight hope of wellness fast and Sunday mass her dispirited heart sinks into dusk and darkness eats into her delight